[voice]

[mediocrespells]

I can't ignore it anymore.

I... remember.

[A long pause. When she speaks again she sounds lost.]

I died. I saw myself lying on the ground.

[She sniffles.]

I shouldn't still be here. I shouldn't be alive.

[Several deep breaths and some unintelligible muttering are heard.]

It felt horrible to be brought back. Not pain exactly. It just felt so wrong it... I can't really describe it. That feeling is gone now at least. I think I'd rather die than feel that again.

[Sigh.]

I don't remember what I was even doing out there. The video tells me nothing. Maybe studying would help...